Painting

I have decided to really get stuck into my painting, I’m not claiming to be an artist or anything or to even have any talent at it, though I find it some what therapeutic and I enjoy putting the paint on the canvases if any of you are interested I have Facebook page that displays it all its called

Sarah’s painting creations

Feel free to have a look at it and even like or share it if you like what you see, my paintings all depend on my moods and what I am feeling at the time, a lot of them are up to the view to make sense of, they are abstract I guess you could say and. No 2 paintings are ever the same

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Emotions

I’m having a pretty down today I feel so overwhelmed like everything is getting to me.

I have been up since 4:30am its now 4:25pm and I’m just in a mood I have been all day and have no idea why. I have taken my morning meds plus 2 extra 25mg seriquol tablets and a 5mg Valium and I’m still feeling really depressed……

I had so much I wanted to do today like get out into the garden and plant my marygold seeds. Also wanted to add more veggies into the garden that I first have to dig up.

Though after getting up and cleaning the kitchen folding washing dealing with Dom etc I just really can’t be bothered doing anything. My motivation has gone.

Jordan is heading out to a mates place tonight once dom is in bed and asleep…. I can’t even seem to bring myself to get something out for dinner

I’ve started on a second painting and I honestly think my 5 year old could do better…. Things never turn out like they seem in my head. I do find the painting dies help destress a little though I’m pretty sure I don’t have an artistic bone in my body :'(:'(:'(

I feel like going back inside the deep hole that I crawled out of as things never seem to stuff up like they do now

I have an appointment to see my case manager in Tuesday might be good to speak to her though I’m scared if I open right up that they will re admit me again  I know my meds need to be upped as I know they are not string enough

I just don’t understand why things seem so negative now…..

daily thoughts of Sarah

Just A Blog

I’ve always wondered what makes a blog a blog? How do you know the things to write about? Where do you start when you write? How do you know what your readers want to read about? How do you attract more readers or followers?

I have been finding writing from the heart has helped me, I know I don’t have that many followers I would love to have more, though the ones i do have read what I write

If I get an idea I run with it I go into depth about things that I feel strongly about, or I ask for ideas or help, I would love to be able to have a blog that I have people engaging over one that will make people stop and think would also love for other opinions or for others to give me a topic to write about

What do my readers want to read about

Give a girl a helping hand here…. Throw some topics at me