Head space

My head space really isn’t to good at the moment I feel like I have failed everything. I can’t really control my kids. Deacan mainly he has a temper on him like nothing else it’s even to the point that Daniel finds it hard to some what control him

I think it might be time to go to the doctor and ask for some anti depressants as I’m bit managing on my own. Everything is to much.

I’m so tired all the time all I want to do is sleep, I don’t have energy to do what I need to or the want to do it. I’m constantly looking for work though not getting any call backs just emails saying that unfortunately they can’t give me the job I have even resulted in now placing an ad in the local gun tree to try and get work. It’s just as cleaning though yeah ill see if anything comes of it