I so dont know how to feel at the moment. .. All I want to do is cry though my body is numb….

I realpy thought that every thing between jordan and I was fine. Yes we do fight and argue though I really thought we were all good… up until he came to bed…. he woke me up by accident and scared the crap out of me. … I went back to sleeo and woke up to him sighing I asked him what was wrong he said nothing I asked  him to be honest with me and he said he was thinking about our relationship I asked him  what about it and I thought that everything was ok and he said he didnt want to hurt me….

daily thoughts of Sarah