About


My life my way through the loss of a child, having a micro premmie and 2 premature babies , also the way i see life through my postnatal depression,My ups and down, I write about things in my own way no sugar coating, I am a very honest person and call things when i see them, i also like to have a debate here and there on subjects that i think that warrant them, I use my personal blog to have a vent, share my highs and lows, to write about how my children and my marriage are doing and to also use my imagination as well life throws you stuff that sometimes you cant handle though you learn to deal with it
We have 3 little boys 1st is Bryce Onyx who is now with Angels, 2nd is Jason Beau who was born at 25 weeks and 4 day, a whopping 15 weeks early, And the 3rd is Deacan Patrick James born at 33 weeks and 3 days gestation,and 1 Girl Jade Sydney born at 30 weeks and 3 days gestation


I am wizz when it comes to the kitchen you can give me any type of food and i can make a meal out of it, I love to cook and experiment with food,
My children are my world, i would do anything for them and never let them go with out, i am very upfront and honest, most of the time that gets me into trouble as i speak before i think,

I have battled with Anorexia and Bulimia since i was 18 years old, I have been admitted into hospital twice to help put the weight on due to my body was starting to shut down i went from being roughly 48 to 50kgs to 39kgs in less than a month, I am still quite thin now and do still battle with my weight though i no longer think that i am fat or starve myself now, though to date i am only 43kgs, though getting help from the Doctor to help place the wight back on,

My husband has been Great through my battle giving me the support that i need, and reminding me that i do need to eat when  i forget to, or if i am to stressed,

I honestly don’t know what i would do with my Husband,  As much as we argue and fight and bicker at each other he is everything to me, he is my rock when i am weak, He is my best Friend and my soul mate, When ever i do truly need a shoulder he is there and an ear to burst  his ear is right there for me, I am about 100% sure if I didn’t have my husband around the past 7 years i wouldn’t of made it through,

2 thoughts on “About

  1. Just in response to your other notes about yourself… maybe you’ll laugh

    Here are six reasons why you should think
    before you speak -the last one is great!
    Have you ever spoken and wished that
    you could immediately take the words back…
    Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did….

    FIRST TESTIMONY:
    I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three
    kids in tow and asked loudly,
    ‘How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?’
    I turned around and walked back out and never went back
    My husband didn’t say a word…he knew better.

    SECOND TESTIMONY:
    I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls.
    I was unhappy with the women’s type I had been using.
    After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by
    one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store.
    He asked if he could help me.
    Without thinking, I looked at him and said,
    ‘I think I like playing with men’s balls’

    THIRD TESTIMONY:
    My sister and I were at the mall and
    passed by a store that sold a variety of candy and nuts.
    As we were looking at the display case, the boy behind
    the counter asked if we needed any help. I replied, ‘
    No, I’m just looking at your nuts.’
    My sister started to laugh hysterically.
    The boy grinned, and I turned beet-red and walked away.
    To this day, my sister has never let me forget.

    FOURTH TESTIMONY:
    While in line at the bank one afternoon,
    my toddler decided to release
    some pent-up energy and ran amok.
    I was finally able to grab hold of
    her after receiving looks of disgust
    and annoyance from other patrons.
    I told her that if she did not start behaving
    ‘right now’ she would be punished.
    To my horror, she looked me in the eye and said
    in a voice just as threatening,
    ‘If you don’t let me go right now,
    I will tell Grandma that I saw you
    kissing Daddy’s pee-pee last night!’
    The silence was deafening after this enlightening
    exchange. Even the tellers stopped what they were doing.
    I mustered up the last of my dignity and walked
    out of the bank with my daughter in tow.
    The last thing I heard when the door closed behind me, were screams of
    laughter.

    FIFTH TESTIMONY:
    Have you ever asked your child a question too many times?
    My three-year-old son had a lot of problems with potty training
    and I was on him constantly. One day we stopped at Taco Bell
    for a quick lunch, in between errands It was very busy,
    with a full dining room. While enjoying my taco,
    I smelled something funny, so of course I checked
    my seven-month-old daughter, she was clean.
    The realized that Danny had not asked to go potty
    in a while. I asked him if he needed to go,
    and he said ‘No’ .. I kept thinking
    ‘Oh Lord, that child has had an accident, and
    I don’t have any clothes with me.’ Then I said,
    ‘Danny, are you SURE you didn’t have an accident?’
    ‘No,’ he replied.
    I just KNEW that he must have had an accident,
    because the smell was getting worse.
    Soooooo, I asked one more time, ‘Danny did you have an accident ?
    This time he jumped up, yanked down his pants,
    bent over, spread his cheeks
    and yelled
    ‘SEE MOM, IT’S JUST FARTS!!’
    While 30 people nearly choked to death on their tacos laughing,
    he calmly pulled up his pants and sat down.

    An old couple made me feel better, thanking me for the
    best laugh they’d ever had!

    LAST BUT NOT LEAST TESTIMONY:
    This had most of the state of Michigan laughing for 2 days
    and a very embarrassed female news anchor who will,
    in the future, likely think before she speaks. What happens
    when you predict snow but don’t get any! We had a
    female news anchor that, the day after it was supposed
    to have snowed and didn’t, turned to the weatherman
    and asked:
    ‘So Bob, where’s that 8 inches you
    promised me last night?’

    Not only did HE have to leave the set, but half the crew
    did too they were laughing so hard!

    • LMFaO!!!!!!!!! I have never laughed so hard while reading something, thank you, best laugh i have had in ages, and yes you are right, maybe i should think before i speak, Cheers

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