Bryce’s butterflies

As Daniel and I were driving back from the movies today we passed a bunch of Bryces butterflies and I realised that I am at peace with his death, as much as I am heartbroken and feel empty and still cry I am somewhat at peace.

Thinking about things, I have 2 other beautiful boys and a very special daughter that I wouldn’t have now if bryce didn’t pass away I know that Sou do cruel though if it wasn’t for him passing the doctors wouldn’t of realised that I have a problem and that medical intervention is needed

My heart still feels shattered almost 5 years after his death though I honestly think that I can start piecing it back together,

I know that bryce is still around with his butterflies that are always there when they are needed the most and I see him in the faces of my 3 lovely children everyday

Just because he isn’t on this earth with me physically he is everywhere I look